Operation Latte Thunder

Hello again everyone and i hope you're ready to listen to me ramble on about pointless stuff again. So yeah for those of you who dont know, i've been having a pretty bad week.... nevermind lets make that a pretty bad year. So even if i dont seem too down, watch what you say around me since it seem like the most random stuff ends up getting me thinking and making me even more depressed. So since life has totally gone to shit i've lost most of my motivation and what not and i havent slept much either, making me reallyyyyy tired and spaced out during the day! Then i decided to start drinking my parents coffee and now i'm like bouncing off the walls all day and i pretty much forget all the crap thats bringing me down. And thats great and all until i hit a moment like this where i crash and everything seems like 50 times worse than before. So yeah seeing as the only thing that gives me a reason to get up in the morning is looking forward to trying a new flavor of coffee, i dont have much motivation to actually do anything.

Sooooo yeahhhhh besides being down and addicted to coffee there isnt really much else i could talk about. Just kind of a regular day so far and i'm going to a friends how to vent later today.... but yeah besides that everything is exactly how it usually is. AND IT SUCKS. I want to get away from here for a while so badly. I just want to go on road trip or something and get away from everything and everyone.

Oh and the movie of the day is going to be......

Remarkable Power!

(sorry no picture this time :( )

But yeah Remarkable Power is a great movie that NO ONE has ever seen. I saw it at the omaha film festival earlier this year when i saw it with Tom and Ryan (they got to other schools but oh well) and its hilarious. It has one of the strangest stories ever involving a self help video, an accidental murder, an emo girl, and a talkshow host and its like no movie i have ever seen before. Unfortunately i'll probably never have a chance to see it again since no dvds of it were ever made.

Okay now its time for Song of the Day......

Todays song is "Sometime Around Midnight" by The Airborne Toxic Event

This is one of the more depressing songs i've heard and if you actually listen to what the lyrics are referring to, its pretty much a word for word re-enactment of the events from earlier this year that started my downward spiral to where i am now and just listening to it will bring me down like no song i've heard before. But other than that its a fantastic song that gradually builds up in awesomeness as you listen and it has a huge range of instruments from a keyboard, to violins and other cool stuff. LISTEN TO IT!